Recycle-blogging! ;-)

Efter att äntligen ha färdigställt en liten rapprt om min nuvarande tillvaro till min tyska vän Ralf(resesällskap i Australien), insåg jag (lagom lat som jag är..) att det minsann var gott nog som blogg-inlägg oxå! Lite upprepningar må hända, men i min strävan att bli en något aktivare bloggare så får det duga. (öhh... som om det nu fanns något syfte med att bli en mer aktiv bloggare, står knappast i paritet med ett nyårslöfte i stilen med, ska börja motionera mera, ägna mer tid åt studierna eller sluta röka, men men, inkonsekvens och synnerligen orimliga tankebanor är ju knappast sällsynta på min lilla blogg, så förvånas icke...) ;-)
För att ge lite sammanhang bör nämnas att Ralfs senaste mail var en målande beskrivning av tre veckors backpacking på Island, som kolorerade mitt lilla småsinta hjärta grönt av avund... he he...

Jelaous! ;-P
I haven't been outside the swedish borders for over a year now, and that was only for a weekend in London.... Well, I actually was in Germany a couple of weeks ago, for about three hours or so, he he... We took a bustrip to Puttgarden, a beautiful town... Ehh, I guess.... We only saw the interiors of the border shop. Tragic really... ha ha ha... spend hours and hours on a bus to get to buy cheap liqour in germany... Although, I can't say that it was my maingoal, I'm no heavy drinker, don't even like wine, and not to keen on beer either, but I've heard about these trips and wanted to see what they were like, and as I kind of expected, it was quite crazy... We only had about two hours effective shoppingtime, so the ones who had been there before headed for the shoppingcarts like bulldozers.... It was really something... he he...

ok, a shoppingtrip for booze to Germany that is really the highlight of my life, the recent half year or so...
After my huge success as a webdesigner (or not..) I went back to my "real" studies this fall; sociology... I also study economy on an evening-course, so I can get out of this educational mess that I've created, a little bit faster... The economyclass, for the moment marketing, is what keeps me going at the moment. I'm so enormousely sick of studying that there are no words to describe it... But I'm holding on.... Just this spring also, and I will (hopefully!) be finished... Then you get the joy to choose a job... ehh.. or not... So even the fact that I'm quite soon out of school isn't especially cheerful, seeing as there are no jobs anyway....

Ahh.... feeling positive as hell.... Combined with the eternal darkness and the fucking cold, I'm way deep down in the darker corners of life, a maze I tell you, haven't yet seen the light at the end of the tunnel, but I'm keeping up. what's the option...? Even darker I guess, and that is really nothing I want to experience... :-S
Not even christmas has yet sunk into my normally holiday-friendly mood. I feel a slight panic when I think about having to buy all the presents, I don't have the time! I guess it'll have to be gift-certificates for everyone, the easy, but quite dull, way out..

Oh! I just remembered, I have had one more brief highlight this fall! A couple of weeks ago I went to Uppsala ( a big student-town north of Stockholm), to visit my cousin who studies there. She had in some way convinced me that it would be a good idea to attend to one of the obscure student-parties. This one was called (and I translate quite freely...) sheep's-head.... Why people in their right minds choose to visit this party, is nothing anyone ought to investigate any closer, he he... Just to give you the big picture: They serve you half of a oven-grilled sheep's head! And you eat, what little their is... More or less the cheek, then you put the eye into a "snaps" (ahh... I can't be bothered to look up the german spelling, but you know what I mean...) and consume it.... Slightly crazy, to say the least... (Don't judge me upon this, I think I've acted questinably enough in your presence.... ha ha ha..) Before I left Uppsala I met up with a guy that I've chatted a whole lot with via MSN, we connected quite well, if you ask me, it didn't feel weird that one might expect when you hook up IRL. We talked quite a bit the following days when I got back home, but then I havent heard anything from him, so I guess, that was it. But hey, you gotta get out there, huh? ;-)

I've got so much on my mind right now, handling two courses at the same time, so that part of life is yet again put on hold. But of course I'll seize an opportunity if I see one... ;-P

So I hope I haven't bored you to death with my miserable state of mind and plunged you right into my grey (almost-)depression along with me. Although I've heard that misery loves company, so it might be a good idea to poison a few minds and have a theme-party... Just have to make sure to get enough booze to go around... he he....

Well, this weekend I'm going to visit my bestest friend in Skövde, party and good company, maybe it'll get me into some kind of holiday-spirit...! :-)